haven't updated in a while, yet again, so here it is.  last nite went thru the oh so normal depression bout of the month so i figure i'm good for the next thirty days hopefully?  who knows, and who cares rite?  yup, so that got me thinking, and to actually see things the way they are, instead of how i want to see them.  sometimes you just can't, and it sucks, but that's why friends could always point you in the rite direction rite?  gah, not making sense.  so yeah, dropping that for now, because that is most definately going in my journal, need to update my real journal.  today i have my first day of work, only 4 hrs, weak sauce.  oh yes must also clean the monstrousity known as my room.  hmm, am i forgetting anything else, yeah gots to brush up on those summer goals, can't let this time go to waste.  i already miss the ucla life, take me backkkkkk.